Publish thought now!

If IT COULD ONLY BE SO EASY! Lets now take the caps off. Hey Lets start off by asking how are e You?? _______ If only you could fill the blank with a word to say exactly how and what you were feeling at that exact moment.
anyhow- don't expect too much from me- ( I highly doubt anybody ever has)).
there was once this boy named Brian. Not my husband as he is a Bryan with a Y. He will let you know it or at least he would when he was trying to make his identity differentiated from everybody else's. But this boy Brian was os sweet and I was so sur that I was going to beable to have him "Saved". Then life would of been swell. But to think that this Brian had a personality and self rootedness of his own he did not go for the the passing by of girl in search of her own identity. Instead he looked towards himself and rejected the falseness that appeared ad genuinely thought was sincere of me. Teaching me a lesson 10 years later. What's the lesson? Not quite sure myself but learning as I get older and supposedly wiser. Did you know that I a highly immoral person that is not fit to care for my 14 year old sister for a few weeks? My step father will let that be known by not letting my lil sis visit this summer. Read my blog and you will understand and take his side too. Did you know that I have kids? DId ou know that I am responsible for them? Beter call Social services...