Money

I have gotten so used to using credit that we are way over our heads. I don't feel like I am being irresponsible with money it is just that we hardly have any income. So buying just about anything ends up having to go on the credit card. Like utility bills, car payments and even ballet lessons. Ballet of course is not a necessity but Anya is so good at it and truly loves it. I can't imagine having her quit. Though as we get to the end of our credit limits I may be forced to.
I feel that we really try to live modestly yet it's still not enough. I should get out of this funk of thinking by being thankful for what we do have. We have health, companionship, family, love, food stamps, free violin lessons, free medical, family in Hawaii that buys us airline tickets to visit. I already feel better. Also a few more years and Bryan will be totally finished with school and looking towards a promising career. Yehaw
I still want the $35 xmas tree even if Bryan thinks it's frivolous to have a tree at all. ( he agreed to spend $25, but all those trees are UGLY.
What about xmas gifts for the girls? I am sure they will both get plenty of gifts from their grandparents but I wish I could get them something special too.